No one knows what it is in the next turn. No one understands why life is unpredictable. Some of us just walk it through and some of us just wait and see.
I am in a long road and now I have to take the turn. I can’t tell where I will be heading. I just want to go to my paradise. A place that once I believe to be a place for a brand new start. Place that has opportunity and chance to achieve my dreams. But now, I just have to make that turn.
I am thinking about things that I’ve done in past. I try to remember how many times I survive from the wrong turn that I choose in past. My memory surprised me, I have been in the wrong turn many times in my life but I am still survived. It doesn’t matter anymore. There will be always a wrong turn but by not choose the same path again; I just might turn in the right way. Just as we want it. But still, I have to make that turn.
The hard part is to have courage and faith to step in the place that I don’t want to be. Everything seems so unsure when I step out side the road that once I knew. I tried to think and be positive about it. But still, I have to make that turn.
I just wish that someone will tell me “it’s alright; you are in the right road”. Than they will show me the right turns. And I’ll be heading to my paradise. Than everybody will welcome me as a winner and I don’t have to make a single mistake when I am in the road. Everything will be a happy ending for me. But still, I have to make that turn.
I pray a lot and I give a lot. And I hope good things also going to happen to me. I am kind to every people that I met, I love children and do whatever it takes to keep them safe. I protect everything with all my strength. And I am never break the law. I feel like I was life with the Law. So I am also be protect by Law. And I can be there safe. But still, I have to take that turn.
You and me, we were a like. I have to choose where I am going to. And no matter what, I have to decide where to turn. Turn in the good ways or turn in the bad ways. It’s my choice to be. I just hope GOD will give me strength to walk it through. Whenever, I am in the right turn or in a bad turn. Sometimes I am also thinking that I am crazy and stupid, believe in something that I never see or meet. Just like pick up a stranger in the road. I never know what is going to happen. For that, I know that I am already take the turn and I guess it’s a good turn for me.
